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    October 12

    我仍然还是个没有EQ的孩子

      今天重新回顾了space里曾经的所有日志，从最近熟悉的到那个有点陌生几年前的..
      感觉所有的心情都跟着慢慢的回到了从前...我现在好怀念那个我曾经一度极想要摆脱的“粉妞”生活...
      那句话真的很好用，“很傻很天真”我那时必定不会想到后来的我是多么向往再回到那时候，回到那时候在校园中无忧无虑 傻B呵呵的生活...回到那时候为个男人要死要活的生活..我一度嘲笑那时候的我，但现在真的好向往作回那个单纯无邪的我..那时候心里是简单的，只会由他的一举一动来支配自己的情绪，只会傻傻的..而现在任何事物的改变都有可能会控制着我的情绪，好像很敏感..我现在很怕每次躺在床上愣愣的看着天花板，不停的有想法和事物在我脑海中闪过，直到天亮都无法合眼，我不明白有什么事情值得我去操心...
      现在的爱情和友情我都不太敢相信了，他们都太脆弱..回顾日志的时候看了曾经的那些留言（那时候竟然还会强迫大家给我留言）.留言的人如果现在看到可能也会嘲笑自己那时为何留下这样的话..这是成长的见证，也是友情的见证..原来友情也会如此不堪..原来任何东西都是会变的...
     回顾那些最早的日志，看着那些曾经哭着写下来的东西时，我又哭了..但这次是为了自己.我真的没想到自己可以有这样的今天，我没想到曾把某人当太阳一样围绕的我，也可以孤独了两年半..也可以为了他那平淡而幸福的生活，祝福他并微笑着流泪...我承认我不会忘记他，一辈子都不会，但他只是我成长中的一份养料，沉淀在我的内心深处..我还会憧憬有新的太阳出现，不论这将是多久以后的事情，但我深信“它”会出现...
      多久以后可能我又会看着这篇东西感慨什么，希望那时候我是幸福的，虽然现在我也很“幸福”..
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    小西wrote:
    (*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
    Oct. 19
    晶 晶wrote:
    呵呵，现在的生活实在是太悠闲，所以很怀念以前的生活，（我也一样）不知道你以后投入到忙碌的工作生活中，还会不会有这样的感慨！我还想说一句，回忆总是美好的，得不到的永远是最好的！我想你明白！
    Oct. 13
    晨晨 Zwrote:
    虽然咱们不是很长见面 但我相信咱们心里都有彼此呢
    最近我特累特忙
    哎 咱们的见面啊 ！！！！！
    Oct. 12

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